Trapped within myself,
Struggling to stay together;
It is difficult to maintain my hold
When nothing more is here for me.
I cling to reality
After losing all my sanity:
The one thing that held me here is now gone.
Someone, hold me down
Before i float away
From this empty world.
My heart feels like a black hole;
Sometimes it's like it's not there.
Sometimes it feels so cold,
Like lead sitting within my ribcage, resting on my heart.
Why does everyone want to hurt me
When I am already hurting?
Why can't they just let me be?